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Saturday, May 9, 2009 ' 11:08 PM
rock on

Yesterday's my sis tunang was ok lah. I thought that 50 ppl are coming in the ends is like 100 plus plus came to my house. I was like "SHIT!" The whole day, i only did the topping up of mango water, photos, checking my Danish SISTER to online, video and running down to 7 eleven just to buy ice. I acted happy and hyper but inside really damn depressed.

Got scolded for nothing by my loved ones except for my dad who didn't scold me.. hah! something to be happy about.

I think im in the state of depression. Going to be out of money and nv get to enjoy some of the money to buy some things, getting skinnier, 1500m run is like 3 days, didn't get time to train for the run, pinnacles race is juz another 1 month. Gosh! so many things to do.

I just wish that when im old, i want to be like juz my grandfather who is now having dementia. If i got tat my face will be very sad, forget things and goin weak. Maybe ppl will leave me and will rot myself....


well, no mood to do things. Not even training...




1500m in 3 days...




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